30 ways to make girls(me) smile

1. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine

2. Hold her hand at any moment you can

3. Kiss her on the forehead

4. Leave her voice message to wake up to

5. When she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go

6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most

7. Call her sweetie, not baby

8. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is

9. Pick her over all the other girls you hang with

10. Write her notes (she loves them)

11. Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend

12. Play with her hair and if it smells good tell her

13. Pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her

14. Pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it

15. Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes

16. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her

17. Let her fall asleep in your arms

18. Carve your names into a tree

19. If she’s mad, kiss her

20. Give her piggyback rides

21. Bring her flowers just because

22. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone

23. Let her take as many pictures as she wants

24. Slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing

25. Kiss her in the rain

26. Take long walks on the beach at night with her

27. Wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home

28. When she’s ill stay by her bedside

29. Play fight with her and let her win

30. And most importantly if you love her, tell her.

pikiran sesat sesaat

kadang pernah kepikir buat break up (astaga maafin aku) tapi gue tau gue bakal ga kuat loh, dan itu gue yakin cuma perasaan sesat sesaat aja, sisanya gue tetep menyayangi rida sebagai cowo gue. cuma apaboleh buat kalo emang gue cape, wajar kan kalo cape, toh gue bakal tetep menjaga hubungan gue sama rida. mau jadi apa gue kalo ga ada rida, selama ini hampir tiap hari sama rida, apa apa rida apa apa rida, nyokap gue juga udah terbiasa dan percaya sama rida. rida juga udah baik banget sama gue, terlalu baik. apalagi yang kurang yang harus gue minta? gue aja gabisa berterimakasih. gue bakal jaga hubungan gue, gue janji. ini janji gue sama temen temen gue. walaupun gue cape sama rida, gue gamau buat ninggalin. kamu juga ya da.

kalo baca jangan marah ya

bahkan terkadang gue ngerasa terkekang, tapi, loh kok bukanya dia ngebebasin gue, dia baik, terlalu baik malahan buat gue. kadang gue ngerasa egois banget dan hem jahat, suka berasa ga pantes. dan demi allah gue sebenernya ga suka, ga suka banget sama yang ngelarang jalan hidup gue, apapun! mau dari temenan ini itu ini itu. cuman sama dia gue ikhlas loh, malahan gue mau nurut, gue jalanin semuanya fine fine aja ga ada beban. gue ga pernah ada pikiran buat 'ah bodo ah dia ga tau ini' gatau gatau kenapa gue gamau banget buat yang satu ini kecewa. walaupun gue suka kesel dan merasa cape banget, (karena terlalu banyak slek masalah sepele dan gue tau itu selalu, SELALU gue yang bikin) tapi gue ga pernah ada niatan buat ninggalin. gue ga tau nanti kedepanya mungkin dia bakal ninggalin gue atau gimana, tapi gue love dia banget. kenapa? gatau kenapa. rida. maaf kalo selama ini masih ada yang gue tutupin, maaf kalo gue suka keras kepala, maaf kalo gua suka ga nurut, maaf kalo gue terlalu banyak salah, maaf kalo mungkin gue ngatur ngatur elo, jangan tinggalin gue dong ya. gue gatau loh gimana mesti ngungkapin sayang gue yang banyak banget ini. kalo baca jangan marah ya rida

proud of salzeus 05

blablablablabla, ini second champions gue, gue bilang ke temen gue kita harus sugest gimana pun caranya harus menang. yaudahlah ya tuh nari siang bolong jam 2, pas pengumuman demi tuhan demi allah ga nyangka banget kalo SALZEUS 05 juara 2 dan juara best appearance. besoknya semua ga ada yang ga mau bolos sekolah padahal cuma upacara 17an, dan lo semua tau apa? piala gue dua duanya ga ada yang diterima sama sekolah, alasanya gue telat minta izin, so what the fuck biarinlah, cukup salzeus aja yang seneng mereka ga perlu ikut ikutan, ga perlu bawa bawa nama mereka, im so disappointed, jelassssssss, jadinya gue udah males banget damn yow. keep it cool yew SALZEUS 05